is loving someone that difficult? i dunno.. but i see myself freaking out everytime.. (HOW?) maybe thats the post-4 yr and 2mths syndrome aarrrghh.. i so feel like dying now. screw those freaks who actually made me so scared about love.. haha.. is he interested in me? or is he not? i dunno... and i dunno wad to do? hur....... **s0bx

well met him on saturday night.. went down to queensway shopping mall with pb, kim ann and alvin.. he was with xi jia (ps dunno how to spell).. the drink a lot of water wan during pb's chalet. yup.. wat a way to remember someone. x.X anyway... ya.. then like so god damn ps la.. i dunno wad to do lo.. den alvin di came out with all sorta pranks.. haha so cute la. bth him sometimes la.. den i mean like.. so pai seh can?! GgGrxxx... so wanna dig a hole and sleep there and ya.. hide there too...

blabla.. den ya today went over to pb's place to "study" wad a way man.. haha.. was slacking the whole day lo! and was feeling so unwell.. gosh.. should have spent the whole day at home sleeping!!! haha.. but it was nice.. to slack with ur close ones..