my gosh! I'm damn dumb la.I shouldn't have continue chatting with him yesterday, after knowing who was the person behind the computer. STUPID STUPID me! I mean like.. hello?! No more feelings for him le lor! Just felt so disappointed la. Just because I'm bored i continued to take up his nonsense.

Why is it that all the guy I had special feelings for are all sick in the mind? (p.s take note that it is in past tense)

I was hoping that it wasn't him. Just that very last hope that he is a normal stupid mountain pig.
But hell no... it was him. So I was like.. i dunno lei.. tears nearly welled up in my eyes la, but i will never allow it to happen. I took a deep breath and reminded myself. PEOPLE DO CHANGE AND I CANNOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT.

I am like so freaking disappointed but who am i to be disappointed about anything. So i gotta be over it baby. --sings the audition "IT'S OVER~!"