Tuesday, August 21, 2007
10:37 PM
been rather confused lately. I seriously have no idea what he wants from me. I mean like... why bother treating me so nicely now? We are not together anymore. That's what i can confirm with myself but why are you treating me as though we're together again? I don't wanna be hurt. Ya, I'm that protective of myself you know. Sigh... he's working at Tuas with Anthony. Have no idea if he's still working 'cos he job hops around. Saturday... should I go? It may just be another false hope. Or he wasn't giving me any hope at all and it was me just misunderstanding the whole damn thing?
I can't study I have no idea why.
I need to start mugging.