I don't know why... but I'm think I'm falling sick. Diagnosis shows that I'm BORED! Sighs... However, I don't regret staying jobless for this holiday. Don't ask me why. The feeling's just not there.

I think I should give up already. I mean since we are just friends and nothing more... why bother? I don't know why but I just can't! Love's all about deceiving ain't it? He's such a cute ass guy. =[ It's gotta be tough if I really wanna give up. Told Chancie the other day that I've chosen the hard ( stupid to be exact) way by holding on to that 'lil glimpse of hope even though I maybe hurt. Ain't I stupid? Aint I dumb?

Things just don't go the way I expect it to. Kinda sick of it man. Supposed to ... this holiday. Things just can't work out.

Anyway, I've been keeping myself busy by playing neopets, blogging, watching Videos/Movies over the internet and irritating ppl (including HIM).

A&F's Notice Board is almost done. Just need to include some more things in to it. =]

<3

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