GAH! On Sunday, I told him to stop msging me and vice versa. HAHA! =x Somehow I felt that I would need to let go the feelings I have for him one day, so I made that decision. I was such a fool to be his clown/entertainer when he's bored. I don't know why... but I'm regretting.

It's not easy... I don't know why.

I'm falling sick again. I'm losing my voice. First time for 2008. HAHAHHAHA =x