Saturday, May 24, 2008
7:35 PM
After much consideration, I've decided to edit this post. Oh well, I'm at my workplace right now. Not slacking but just keeping myself occupied.
I was kinda shocked that Anthony(his friend) would chat with me out of the blue. Perhaps they were together in front of the computer trying to make a fool outta me but... like I care? Another reason for me to feel shock is because there is not much reason for him to start up a conversation with me... perhaps as a friend, but were we friends? I'm not so sure. Anthony has changed I think? At least he's not talking crap like last time and we had a decent conversation. =] Anyway, I heaved a sigh of relief after chatting with him as I can finally prove to myself that I'm finally over "him" and no longer hold any feelings for "him". I mean.. not like I've finally given up on him. In fact, I've given up long ago, I just needed something to be like the final check point or rather a conclusion to it. I'm glad that
at least "he's" or rather they are working now... better than nothing. All the best and take care!
School's taking the toll of my brain cells, I no longer have time to care about other things. Friends, I'm sorry for not being there and helping you out. I hope you guys would be able to get over all problems ASAP! Love you guys and all(hope you guys need me as much as I need you). =] I think I once said "I'm just a phone call away." I'm really sorry... but sometimes the timing's just not right.
I want to go back to the past, when responsibility can be ignored and thrown to others, were there even such time?
I'm being such a freak right now. I think I'm going crazy. I guess my tolerance level is getting lower and lower each day. Can't help it that I have not much time with my loved one
s. I'm just feeling arrrghh deprived of
love? HAHA. NONO. Let me think, xm + loved ones = crap + fun + more fun... ok. In conclusion, Xm's deprived of crap, fun and more fun.
*buy me more strawbebes and I'd love you to bits. =] I'm liking the free sample of
Incanto Heaven by Salvatore Ferragamo.....