Wednesday, May 27, 2009
10:38 PM
YES I'm getting hurt again
YES I asked for it
YES I'm a fool
YES I am stupid
YES I should just forget about him....
BUT
NO I can't let go
NO cos I'm fking stubborn
NO I don't wanna be lonely anymore
NO cos... I fell for him...
FUCK. I'm fking stupid I know. I'm nthing to him and yet I can't seem to let go. ): Why did I even allow myself to fall for him in the first place? Yea.. he's a nice guy. No.. cos he doesn't want me. GREAT!
I don't feel like dragging it any longer and act as though I'm fine with it WHEN I'M NOT?! I think I should just bang the wall and die. Of cos I won't cos I'm still young. =[